A True Love Guru

Can a fantasy become reality? Yes if we have very positive vibe towards ur dream it can.Its how true they say dream.. dream...so that one day ur dream will become a reality.I am saying this bcos this incident is not a story nor a fantasy,its a real incident of my life with a lady who is almost 12 years elder to me. (all names changed) About me: i am a keralite by native but brought up & living in a city called MYSORE.Now i am 27 year old this incident happened when i was at the age of 20 y.The women i am talking about is a widow with 2 kids her name is Pankaja.I knew this lady since i was 11 or 12. she had come to my locality by marring a man who used to live near to my house,it was a love marriage and was also a late marriage i think so.she use to come to house frequently to talk to my mother.she was not a very beautiful lady infact she was a typical lady from karnataka, well built wheatish in color, appealing figure and a very nice stiff & beautiful pair of breasts and wonderful ass. I was seeing this lady since my teen age I have masturbated many days thinking of her..once or twice I had seen her cleavage and those nights I have fantasist her with me on my bed banging her from up and down.but nothing happened as I wished till that day.. Days passed and years too, in the mean time many things had changed in her life and mine too.By that time I was studying in degree and she had lost her husband in an accident and now she was mother oftwo kids ."IF UR DESIRES IS VERY STRONG,THEN WHOLE UNIVERSE WILL CONSPIRE TO CONVERT UR DREAM INTO REALITY".bcos It was one such beautiful day in my life after a long wait of 9 years that thing happened to me on that to a day which was never ever planned it was June 6th my door bell rang I opened the door I was alone at my house since my parents had gone to my native kerala.i had not been to college I was sleeping almost since morning I think it was almost nearing 12 in afternoon,I cursed her for ruining my sleep but for formality sake I asked her to come and sit inside my house (note- At that point of time in my life I had almost forgotten her since we had shifted our house to a new area,out of sight is out of mind also many years had passed).As she had to walk almost 1km to my house so she came in sat inside to take rest for few min. I offered her some water then she was generally speaking to me regarding my studies and class etc.she had worn a nighty a decent one(its usual scenario her which we often see ladies casually walking wearing nighties).while speaking I asked about her husbands death, suddenly she stared crying I some how consoled her.may be she was looking for some one to speak,she literally poured her heart out to me I was listening to her with lot of sympathy. By this it was almost 2 hrs had passed I really don't know what made me to speak to her by asking her "aunty how was your sex life with husband" with lot of shy and blushing she stared telling about things which she had done with her husband before marriage and after marriage. By this time my hormone started to rise my mind stated to tell hey man look the woman whom u had fantasised so many times is her in front of you that too in circumstance when no body at your place and everything favoring you in all aspects. I was scared and tensed if things go wrong everything will be lost my image but I made my mind not to lose this opportunity, I suddenly stared asking about her sex positions with her busband she was bit shocked but after my assurance she stared speaking, now the whole atmosphere had changed in my living room their was silences, pauses and deep breaths taken by me and her.Now my killer question? "Aunty now that uncle has passed almost 2 years then how are u controlling all your sexual desires? She was flat but I made her to answer my questions with lot of ifs and buts..By this time my junior inside my pant was on full swing he was oosing out sprem on my undi.smell started to ignite her more.. Suddenly no women wants to loose their character so she said I have leave now my kids will come from school(may be she was loosing control on her and wanted to run away from the situation). She almost left,now she was standing near gate and I was at my door with heavy heart I was thinking that everything slipped between hand and mouth. But things changed for some reason she again came inside my house this time locked door and decided not to leave her at least will convince her to show her private parts to me.{I had only seen a naked lady once in my lifetime before this incident that to only for few min so my expectation was very high and strong,may be I will narrate that incident in my next episode}. I made my mind enough is enough aunty can you show me ur boobs I just want to see it that’s all.she was shocked or may be pretending she said do you know what u r asking and started crying,and said I know what u have thought about me. U r thinking that I am desperate to have sex with u, so I spoke everything with u na, I thought u as my friend and said everthing blaw blaw she continued…. With lot of patience and smartness I consoled her and said 1 lie(confessing to my readers).Aunty I have never seen a nude women,I have only seen on internet just show me your breast that’s enough I wont even touch u. I know its unfair demand but cant u do so much to me? Their was utter silence in room…. I was praying in my heart Suddenly she stood up and said OK I will {OMG I cat tell u the happiness which I enjoyed at that moment}. This much was enough for me rest I know how to handle her so I took her to my room… Now she was standing very near to me may be only few 15cms away I pulled her close to me and hugged her when her body came in contact to me their was a current thru out my body.i gently kissed on her lip( ameature kiss) she bowed her head with shy.i gently lower my hand and unbuttoned her nighty now I could see a white bra I pulled her left breast out of it and started to suck as if a small boy finds in favorite ice cream.she was moaning and runing fingers on my hair.i started to press her boobs very tightly over her clothes,I pushed her on the bed and I knelled down on the floor and lifted her nighty from bottom,now I can see her thighs I kissed them and bit them I almost lifted her nighty to maximum now I can see her panty ( I was expecting some resistance from her but that never happened infact she more hungry then me). I pulled her panty down now oh God I can see a bushy pussy with wetness and bulgy pussy lips oosing honey drops. I kept gazing it at least for a min and thought I was waiting for it and it is infront of me all mine only.i kissed once and rubbed my hand on her female hood.in no time I removed my pant and undi asked aunty can I put it once she said do it fast.in no time my junior was inside her chunt a pure vaginal penetration.As u know I was a beginner and she was a expert so our intercourse lasted only for 2 or 3 mins.my junior(my pennis) was with blood when I saw even my bed spread had blood stains on it I was scared which is natural for a beginners.she then took me to bathroom washed my junior with water and started to suck my cook like a hungry monkey eating banana, she was licking biting and sucking my cook vigorously and started to shake it fastely it was paining but I was enjoying suddenly a hot lot of cum started to flow from my junior she put everything in her mouth and swallowed it with a crazy smile on her face. I was tired these were new things to me so I went and sat on sofa,but she didn't spare me for a min.She came near now she was like a hungry bitch who wanted more tight fucks to satisfy,I was feeling as if she was going to rape me now.she stripped everything with complete nakedness she pushed me on my sofa and sat on me and inserted my tool to her big lubricated pussy and stared to jerk up and down,I was in heaven enjoying every moment of it.then she asked me to fuck her ass it was very tough to insert in it but I managed to do it.Though my dick was paining I did not want to lose this opportunity in few min she made me try almost 5 different positions.i was obeying as a child and she was teaching as a true sex guru.. Did not know how time got passed we both had got asleep after a hardcore and lengthy session.she got up made tea for me and we both sat together had had it in naked sitting close to each other.After few min when she was leaving she asked me to promise something I thought may be not say this to anybody or something like that but instead she took a very heartbreaking promise, never ever talk to me, never ever approach me directly or indirectly, and don't speak this to anybody for my kids sake.there was no choice I pleaded I cried but she was adamant in few min she left I didn't know whether to laugh or cry,it was tough to believe it was like a dream.it took many days and months come out of it.I kept masturbating thinking of her. I had promised almost 7 years have passed,till date I kept my promise and still praying to God to make me strong to keep my promise for ever to a really wonderful person who thought me my first & best lessons of sex life.Though I still stay in Mysore may be couple of times I have seen her but she ignored me and she never ever came to house after that day.I think its not very difficult to find such dignified ladies at least in India.For the sake of values,family respect & society many women's are leading a compromised life with there husbands by killing all there feelings, desires, sex and pleasure of there life..In a world where man treat women like a thing or furniture in the house.I salute all such wonderful ladies and girls like my TRUE LOVE GURU If u like my incident then please feel free to express ur opinions